The children who went with the faeries...: November 2005

Bloody Hell

In a place that I belong

Where people is at chaos

Things that are always along

In the path is so pathetic

I want to die a thousand times

Than to be with the one I hate

Whom I've loved so much

And whom I thought was my mate

I can't believe this pain

I'm suffering here in my heart

I've sacrificed a lot for the main,

The center of his hard heart

Many things have come my way

In this bloody hell of unloved

But I'm so glad here

'Coz it made me so satiated

Written by:

Queen of Tears

Torture

Why can't you love me like I love you?

Why do you make me feel blue?

It's so unfair. It's excruciating.

When all I really want is your love that's spell binding.

How can I hold you now when I can kill you now?

I'll slaughter you like a bloody cow.

Scream all you want, My beautiful, precious boy.

When you're already dead, I'll feel joy.

I'll hide your body in a dark chamber

Look at me, look me in the eye. Do I look somber?

The smell of the rotten dead will rise in the air,

I have to do this, to stop the pain and madness I can no longer bear

Don't tell me I'm selfish

Don't say that I'm freakish

Don't label me a murderer

I'm just a torn lover

But then, you're just a ghost now,

I've managed to kill you somehow.

The smell of your blood on my hands won't go away

But would I wouldn't regret it. You're already dead anyway.

A poem by Astro Zombie

Everything Turns to Black...

I watch you walk by

On my side, smiling,

I almost feel, I wanna die

'Coz my heart's fast pumping

Questions appeared in my mind

Wanting to find answers from you

But I was very blind

Feeling I'm in a blue bayou

Everything turns to black

When I realized you hated me

I feel like you stabbed my back

That kills me softly

Posted by:

Queen of Tears

Ludicrous Child

I have never thought
Of me being caught
In the middle of nowhere
To where darkness prevails

Someone came up on my side
He talked to me for a while
Walked with me for a mile
And saw the sadness in my heart

T' was like he wanted to cure
A big misery
In the heart full of mystery
That only true love can answer

A lot of time was spent with him
But he left me
It was grim
I hated him and found myself here

I don't know where this is
But I'm happy here
Where nobody can make me suffer
Where nobody will be able to...

ENTHRALL ME

Posted by:

Queen of Tears

Goodbye...

Goodbye...

Farewell , my love

We'll never see each other

Fly gracefully like a dove

And find another lover

As for now, we must part

This is goodbye

It slowly breaks my heart

As you walk away, I sigh

As I see you go,

My senses became numb

My heart, black as a crow

Your love, I succumb

Now, spread your wings and fly

For the heavens is where you belong

My heart torn as I cry

As I bid you "So long..."

Written by:

No Name the Mascot

Give me your pain.

I can only say good bye,
To my love, tonight, I'll surely die.
Grieve and reminisce I'll keep on doing so,
You love her dearly, I know.

So I'm setting you free, my angel
Don't cry for me, go on and exult.
Your sorrow, I will take
Let it be mine for me to taste.

Live life joyfully and let your problems be mine.
Only I should express the sorrow, put it aside.
In my compositions and works of art you'll find,
your sufferings that I have burdened as mine.

Because I only want the best for you,
In my world of lies, you are the only truth.
In my final hour, I'm letting you go,
In the darkness, I surrender myself once more.

Posted by: Astro Zombie

Prologue

And then there were three. We are the children who thought life was a fairy tale. We were the naive ones, but not anymore. Revenge is bittersweet, and is not preferred by the Lucid Kins. Lucid, because we became bright, intelligible. Kins, because we refer to each other more than friends, we're family.

"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."-- Bertrand Russell"